Ohboy.  I feel so dejected...I went for a supposed interview for a waitress job that I deserpately need--it didn't work out. 

Too much has already gone wrong!  The hostess chick that gave me the application failed to inform me that the paper had to be given in and wasn't allowed to leave the building...THEN the manager, "Danny" (The guy wouldn't give me his last name!  What a weirdo) said that it's a popular job. 

I left the place feeling confused, bewilidered, and intimidated...I really need this job!  I applied to Target too, but no calls...I guess I'll call Mr. Danny until he gives in and gives me the job...Something I should've done for college.

Well, that's about it.  I feel better now.

Today is my birthday...wow...I'm eighteen years old.

Too bad. 

Last night's sleepover was real fun.  I'm going to write an email for Catherine's birthday--it's already quite late...Happy belated B-day Catherine!

All i really want is an ice cream cake---sweet.

Charles is coming back the 17th...Sunday sunday SUNDAY!  Wow...I think I'm going to take a nap now.

What a bad night...Sometimes...people change...

If someone really loves you..if they really do miss you--wouldn't they make any sort of effort to make conversation?  Even if they're "tired"?

I don't like having sympathy for people who doesn't have it tough...There are some really, really hard workers out there--and then there are whiners...Lazy bums who think the world revolves around themselves. 

I wish Charles wasn't such a fucking clod...

Could I be any more pathetic...?

Oh wow...I just erased about a thousand words I just typed out into this stupid thing.  I don't have anyt patience anymore....Stupid fucking xanga...Alrighty then..now I have to start from square one...AND I'm pissed off....

Well, summer has been lazy..Too lazy, really.  I've only played handball a little bit...no practice...I don't really have much moticvation to do anything anymore...I lost five pounds...But it doesn't show. 

It's August 1st...Too long till Charles comes back...6 more days till my birthday.  Should I have a party?  Maybe...I'll think about it...

It was great hanging with everyone at David's party...All that talking!  Ahh!  It got me all excited...We're all college students now!  I'm excited for school to start...Kinda funny...I'm glad I have so many of my friends closeby !!

Tonight is Coney Islan fireworks...9;30PM...That's what I may do tonight...But I don't feel like going home late with my sisters without money or alceehol (I don't know why I mention booze..I never drink...Sigh).

Party?  Yes..No?  I dunno...

Does anyone know how to make xangas look cool?  My xanga looks kinda shitty...

So much has happened recently....

Too much to explain.  Oh well ^^

Tomorrow is the big game against Grand St. Campus.  What is up with that name?!  It's in Brookyln..Never even heard of it...*sigh*

PROM IS ALMOST HERE!!!!!!!!  I'm freaking out.  It's going to be so much fun!!!

Dokie Hokie.  Don't have much time left online cause I'm grounded.